{"id":1991,"date":"2018-11-16T10:48:19","date_gmt":"2018-11-16T10:48:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sibirijasberni.lv\/?p=1991"},"modified":"2019-02-26T12:52:17","modified_gmt":"2019-02-26T12:52:17","slug":"top-gramata-sibirijas-skola","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sibirijasberni.lv\/RU\/gramatas\/top-gramata-sibirijas-skola\/","title":{"rendered":"Top gr\u0101mata &#171;Sib\u012brijas skola&#187;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Top gr\u0101mata &#171;Sib\u012brijas skola&#187;. Gr\u0101mat\u0101 b\u016bs apkopoti fragmenti no 1941-1949 gada izs\u016bt\u012bto b\u0113rnu atmi\u0146\u0101m par to, ka nebija iesp\u0113jams ieg\u016bt izgl\u012bt\u012bbu Sib\u012brij\u0101, bija bads un necie\u0161ami dz\u012bves apst\u0101k\u013ci. Gr\u0101matu pl\u0101nots izdot 2019. gada&nbsp; mart\u0101.&nbsp; Pied\u0101v\u0101jam att\u0113lus un fragmentu no topo\u0161\u0101s gr\u0101matas.<\/p>\n<p class=\"jetpack-slideshow-noscript robots-nocontent\">\u042d\u0442\u043e \u0441\u043b\u0430\u0439\u0434-\u0448\u043e\u0443 \u0442\u0440\u0435\u0431\u0443\u0435\u0442 JavaScript.<\/p><div id=\"gallery-1991-1-slideshow\" class=\"jetpack-slideshow-window jetpack-slideshow jetpack-slideshow-black\" data-trans=\"fade\" data-autostart=\"1\" data-gallery=\"[{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https:\\\/\\\/i0.wp.com\\\/sibirijasberni.lv\\\/wp-content\\\/uploads\\\/2018\\\/11\\\/Sprince-SniedzeBodrova-pirm%C4%81-kreis%C4%81-pus%C4%93-pirm%C4%81.jpeg?fit=660%2C520\\u0026ssl=1&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:&quot;1997&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;Sniedze Sprince Bodrova&quot;,&quot;alt&quot;:&quot;Sniedze Sprince Bodrova pirm\\u0101 kreis\\u0101 pus\\u0113&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;Sniedze Sprince Bodrova pirm\\u0101 kreis\\u0101 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data-image-title=\"Haitina Silva(Rubasova)\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/sibirijasberni.lv\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/Haitina-SilvaRubasova.jpg?fit=300%2C291&amp;ssl=1\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/sibirijasberni.lv\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/Haitina-SilvaRubasova.jpg?fit=562%2C546&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-1992\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/sibirijasberni.lv\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/Haitina-SilvaRubasova-300x291.jpg?resize=300%2C291&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"291\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/sibirijasberni.lv\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/Haitina-SilvaRubasova.jpg?resize=300%2C291&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/sibirijasberni.lv\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/Haitina-SilvaRubasova.jpg?resize=24%2C24&amp;ssl=1 24w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/sibirijasberni.lv\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/Haitina-SilvaRubasova.jpg?resize=36%2C36&amp;ssl=1 36w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/sibirijasberni.lv\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/Haitina-SilvaRubasova.jpg?resize=48%2C48&amp;ssl=1 48w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/sibirijasberni.lv\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/Haitina-SilvaRubasova.jpg?w=562&amp;ssl=1 562w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 85vw, 300px\" \/>Silva Haitina (Ruba\u0161ova)<\/strong><br \/>\nDzimusi 1932.gad\u0101<\/p>\n<p><em>Esmu dzimusi R\u012bg\u0101. \u0122imen\u0113 bij\u0101m t\u0113vs, mamma, vec\u0101k\u0101 m\u0101sa un es. Dz\u012bvoj\u0101m Skolas iel\u0101 20, dz\u012bvoklis 7. To es atceros.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Atceros, mums deva pusotru stundu, lai sav\u0101ktos. T\u0113vs neko ne\u0146\u0113ma, skraid\u012bja pa istabu izmisum\u0101 un visu laiku cent\u0101s pier\u0101d\u012bt, ka m\u016bs izs\u016bta netaisn\u012bgi.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>No ce\u013ca atceros badu, atceros sl\u0101pes. Neviens neko nenesa, neviens neko nedeva. Atceros, vagon\u0101 uz gr\u012bdas s\u0113d\u0113ja latvie\u0161u sieviete ar mazu z\u012bdain\u012bti. Vi\u0146a s\u0113d\u0113ja jau tr\u012bs dienas, \u0161\u016bpoj\u0101s un kaut ko pie sevis dungoja. V\u012bstokl\u012bt\u012b vi\u0146ai bija b\u0113rni\u0146\u0161. Vagon\u0101 bija daudz b\u0113rnu, un m\u0113s vi\u0146ai l\u016bdz\u0101m, lai at\u013cauj pasp\u0113l\u0113ties ar mazo b\u0113rni\u0146u. P\u0113c tam izr\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s, ka vi\u0146as b\u0113rni\u0146\u0161 jau sen ir miris\u2026 Vi\u0146ai nebija piena. P\u0113c tam k\u0101ds to pateica zald\u0101tiem. Mums bija \u017e\u0113l, ka b\u0113rni\u0146u izmeta\u2026<\/em><!--more--><\/p>\n<p><em>M\u0113s atbrauc\u0101m Sib\u012brij\u0101, k\u0101ds uzzin\u0101ja, ka esam Krasnojarskas apgabal\u0101. Vilcienu nakt\u012b aptur\u0113ja, un visiem lika k\u0101pt \u0101r\u0101. Pirms tam vilcienu nakt\u012b aptur\u0113ja pirms Ur\u0101liem. Ar luktur\u012bti visu izgaismoja. Izdzina visus v\u012brie\u0161us. Vagon\u0101 bija mans t\u0113vs un da\u017ei z\u0113ni, kam bija virs 16 gadiem. Mans t\u0113vs nol\u0113ca no n\u0101r\u0101m un teica: \u201cSkatieties, vagon\u0101 liel\u0101k\u0101 da\u013ca ir sievietes un b\u0113rni, no kuriem puse jau ir slimi, un es esmu vien\u012bgais, kur\u0161 stacij\u0101s skrien p\u0113c \u016bdens, es esmu vien\u012bgais, kas var kaut ko nopirkt \u2013 atst\u0101jiet mani te, pie slimajiem cilv\u0113kiem!\u201d Oficieris pameta ar roku, noteica \u2013 \u201cVelns ar vi\u0146u, tais\u0101m ciet durvis!\u201d T\u0113vs palika, palika ar\u012b jaunie z\u0113ni, 16\u201318 gadus veci, pateicoties t\u0113va klieg\u0161anai, ka te ir tikai sievietes un b\u0113rni.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>M\u0113s aizbrauc\u0101m uz Dzer\u017einskas rajonu. Tur nebija izs\u016bt\u012bto, m\u0113s ierad\u0101mies nakt\u012b. Palik\u0101m dz\u012bvot pie Nastjas Barlovskas. No r\u012bta pamod\u0101mies, visi gul\u0113j\u0101m uz gr\u012bdas, visi \u010detri. Es atv\u0113ru acis. M\u0113s visi bij\u0101m vien\u0101 istab\u0101. Pie durv\u012bm st\u0101v\u0113ja daudz cilv\u0113ku, un vi\u0146i visi uz mums skat\u012bj\u0101s un sarun\u0101j\u0101s. T\u0113vs grib\u0113ja l\u0113kt aug\u0161\u0101, pal\u016bdza aizgriezties. Tur bija galvenok\u0101rt sievas un sku\u0137i, ar\u012b da\u017ei greizi pui\u0161i. Mamma gul\u0113ja z\u012bda naktskrekl\u0101, un sievas, to ieraugot, s\u0101ka kliegt k\u0101 zosis: \u201eTu paskaties, k\u0101d\u0101s dr\u0113b\u0113s vi\u0146a gu\u013c!. Es nevienu v\u0101rdu nezin\u0101ju krieviski. R\u012bg\u0101 m\u0101c\u012bjos Fran\u010du licej\u0101, 1. un 2. sagatavo\u0161anas klas\u0113. Mana dzimt\u0101 valoda bija k\u0101 latvie\u0161u, t\u0101 fran\u010du un t\u0101 v\u0101cu. M\u0101j\u0101s run\u0101j\u0101m v\u0101cu valod\u0101.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Mani vec\u0101ki aizg\u0101ja uz vien\u012bgo skolu, kas sast\u0101v\u0113ja no vienas istabas, no vienas skolot\u0101jas. Mani ielika 2. klas\u0113. Tur jau rakst\u012bja, run\u0101ja, m\u0101c\u012bj\u0101s no galvas dzejo\u013cus par Sta\u013cinu. Es neko nesapratu, un b\u0113rni par mani sm\u0113j\u0101s. M\u0101su ielika 4. klas\u0113. Tur jau bija 11\u201312 gadus vecas meitenes. M\u0113s m\u0101c\u012bj\u0101mies divus m\u0113ne\u0161us, aizmirs\u0101m latvie\u0161u, fran\u010du un v\u0101cu valodu\u2026 S\u0101k\u0101m run\u0101t smiekl\u012bg\u0101 krievu valod\u0101. Kolhoz\u0101 t\u0101 sauc\u0101s \u201c\u010deldo\u0146u valoda\u201d, vi\u0146i joc\u012bgi run\u0101ja t\u0101d\u0101 s\u0101d\u017eas krievu valod\u0101. P\u0113c diviem m\u0113ne\u0161iem m\u0113s bij\u0101m aizmirsu\u0161as tr\u012bs valodas, run\u0101j\u0101m tikai krieviski un k\u013cuv\u0101m par lab\u0101kaj\u0101m skolniec\u0113m skol\u0101. M\u0101c\u012bj\u0101mies rakst\u012bt. Nebija tintes, nebija pap\u012bra<\/em><br \/>\n<em>M\u0113s p\u0101rc\u0113l\u0101mies uz atsevi\u0161\u0137u m\u0101ji\u0146u. No t\u0101s vietas man\u012b ir saglab\u0101ju\u0161\u0101s lielas laimes un lielas nelaimes izj\u016btas. Bija 2. decembra nakts, klauv\u0113ja pie durv\u012bm. Ierad\u0101s no NKVD, veica krat\u012b\u0161anu. Teica, ka esot atn\u0101ku\u0161i arest\u0113t t\u0113vu un konfisc\u0113t visas vi\u0146a mantas. T\u0113vs paguva mammai atdot pulksteni, bet vair\u0101k ar\u012b vi\u0146am nebija. Kaklasaites vi\u0146i l\u012bdzi ne\u0146\u0113ma. Es atceros t\u0101s \u0161ausmas. T\u0113vu veda prom, es vi\u0146am kar\u0101jos kakl\u0101 un kliedzu: \u201eT\u0113ti\u0146, neaizej!\u201d Atceros, k\u0101das t\u0113vam bija acis \u2013 k\u0101 slimam sun\u012btim\u2026Mamma un m\u0101sa raud\u0101ja. M\u0113s trijat\u0101 piln\u012bg\u0101 izmisum\u0101 s\u0113d\u0113j\u0101m l\u012bdz r\u012btam. Aiz t\u0113va muguras m\u0113s jut\u0101mies mier\u012bg\u0101k\u2026 P\u0113c daudziem gadiem es Krasnojarsk\u0101 las\u012bju vi\u0146a tiesas lietu un aps\u016bdz\u012bbas rakstu, las\u012bju, par ko t\u0113vs ir arest\u0113ts. Vi\u0146\u0161 st\u0101v\u0113jis rind\u0101 p\u0113c m\u016bsu vien\u012bg\u0101 p\u0101rtikas produkta, ko mums deva -mitras auzas. T\u0113vs jaut\u0101ja:\u201dKo lai dara ar mitr\u0101m auz\u0101m?\u201d Vair\u0101k nek\u0101. Vi\u0146\u0161 bija teicis, ka Latvij\u0101 zirgi esot \u0113du\u0161i auzas&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Es pa to laiku biju beigusi 2. klasi, m\u0101sa \u2013 4. klasi. Vair\u0101k kla\u0161u kolhoz\u0101 \u201cMokroje\u013c\u0146ik\u201d nebija. Mamma dev\u0101s uz Dzer\u017einsku, jo vajadz\u0113ja skolot m\u0101su. Tur bija daudz izs\u016bt\u012bto latvie\u0161u, krievu, ebreju. Mamma sarun\u0101ja istabu, bet vajadz\u0113ja pras\u012bt at\u013cauju p\u0101rbraukt. K\u0101dai sievietei mamma bija uzd\u0101vin\u0101jusi p\u0101r\u012bti z\u012bda ze\u0137u, un mums at\u013c\u0101va p\u0101rcelties. M\u0101sa s\u0101ka iet 5. klas\u0113, es \u2013 3. klas\u0113.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Dzer\u017einsk\u0101 bija divst\u0101vu skola, liela. Es biju nobijusies. Pie manis pieskr\u0113ja meiten\u012bte, ar kuru es v\u0113l joproj\u0101m uzturu kontaktus \u2013 \u013busja Berina, un vi\u0146as mamma bija ceptuves direktore. Tas jau bija sap\u0146u sapnis! Vi\u0146a man deva nokost no savas sviestmaizes. Tas bija 1945. gads. Man bija laba muzik\u0101l\u0101 dzirde, un 9. maij\u0101 es lepni g\u0101ju skolas priek\u0161\u0101 ar bung\u0101m. Es visu atceros, pat l\u012bdz t\u0101dam s\u012bkumam k\u0101 naglas sien\u0101s\u2026<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Man bija 13 gadu, kad uzzin\u0101j\u0101m, ka Latvija v\u0101c no Sib\u012brijas b\u0113rnus, kam nav vec\u0101ku vai kam slikta dz\u012bve, lai vestu m\u0101j\u0101s. Mamma to zin\u0101ja, bet nol\u0113ma mani nes\u016bt\u012bt. Es to uzzin\u0101ju, kad \u0161\u012b akcija jau bija beigusies. Man \u013coti grib\u0113j\u0101s braukt prom no Sib\u012brijas, un es teicu mammai \u2013 ja tu mani nelaid\u012bsi prom, es vai nu tepat pak\u0101r\u0161os, vai ar\u012b aizmuk\u0161u ar vilcienu.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Mamma apsol\u012bj\u0101s dar\u012bt visu, lai mani no turienes aizs\u016bt\u012btu prom. Vi\u0146a sarakst\u012bj\u0101s ar onkuli Maskav\u0101, teica, ka maz\u0101, v\u0113l b\u0113rns, pa vakariem neskries prom, un l\u016bdza mani uz laiku pa\u0146emt pie sevis.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>T\u0113vocis mani pierakst\u012bja skol\u0101. Izr\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s, ka t\u0101 ir meite\u0146u paraugskola, Maskav\u0101, uz Kirova ielas st\u016bra. Es uzvedos br\u012bni\u0161\u0137\u012bgi, bet l\u012bdz tai min\u016btei, kam\u0113r s\u0101ku iet skol\u0101. Skol\u0101 izr\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s, ka neprotu uzvesties. Meitenes, kas staig\u0101ja pa koridoru, man\u0101 skat\u012bjum\u0101 nebija meitenes. Es vi\u0146as r\u0101vu aiz biz\u0113m, sp\u013caud\u012bjos, lam\u0101jos. \u201cMats\u201d man bija pierasta lieta. Es zin\u0101ju, ka t\u0101 nedr\u012bkst. Dr\u012bz mani izsl\u0113dza no skolas. Nebija kur likties. Es atkal pateicu: ja mani s\u016bt\u012bs uz Kansku, tad es pak\u0101r\u0161os pie vi\u0146u lampas.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Skol\u0101 pirmo reizi iem\u012bl\u0113jos. Vi\u0146\u0161 bija liela \u010dekista d\u0113ls. Biju laba skolniece, man pien\u0101c\u0101s zelta meda\u013ca. Kad pien\u0101ca p\u0113d\u0113jais eks\u0101mens, man teica, ka, t\u0101 k\u0101 neesmu viet\u0113j\u0101 un t\u0101 k\u0101 neesmu krieviete, man zelta meda\u013cu nevar dot.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Tas bija 1950. gads, man bija 16 gadu. Devos uz \u013be\u0146ingradu, bet mani nekur nepie\u0146\u0113ma. Nesapratu \u2013 k\u0101p\u0113c. Es grib\u0113ju nodarboties ar literat\u016bru. Visur mani atraid\u012bja. Sapratu: anket\u0101 rakst\u012bju, ka man ir sudraba meda\u013ca, bet 5. punkt\u0101 rakst\u012bju, ka esmu ebrejiete. Visur man teica, ka ir br\u012bvas vietas, bet, izlas\u012bju\u0161i anketu, taisnoj\u0101s \u2013 ai, aizmirs\u0101m jums pateikt, ka uz\u0146em\u0161ana beigusies\u2026 Es sav\u0101cu savus dokumentus. Biju iesniegusi gan uz juristiem, pat uz bibliotek\u0101riem, bija v\u0113l cits elektrotehniskais instit\u016bts \u2013 Bon\u010da-Brujevi\u010da \u2013 Sakaru instit\u016bts. Zvan\u012bju vi\u0146iem, un tur man saka: tas b\u016bs gods, ja n\u0101ksiet ar meda\u013cu. Es teicu: bet es esmu ebrejiete\u2026 Uz sekundi \u2013 klusums, bet tad saka: mums visas taut\u012bbas vien\u0101das, n\u0101ciet! T\u0101 man iedeva kopm\u012btni Novose\u013cjevskas sal\u0101, es jutos piln\u012bgi laim\u012bga\u2026<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Biju jau 3. kurs\u0101 radiotehnikas fakult\u0101t\u0113. No visa, ko tur m\u0101c\u012bja, mani interes\u0113ja tikai radio. Bet tur bija t\u012bra tehnika, sakari, un es m\u0101c\u012bjos slikti. 3. kurs\u0101 vajadz\u0113ja ierasties piel\u016bdz\u0113ja mammai, dr\u012bz vajadz\u0113ja b\u016bt k\u0101z\u0101m. Es atgriezos kopm\u012btn\u0113, un mani arest\u0113ja.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u013be\u0146ingradas cietum\u0101 biju vai nu m\u0113nesi, vai pusotra. Mani arest\u0113ja 2. decembr\u012b, un, sprie\u017eot p\u0113c t\u0101, ka sargi bija dz\u0113ru\u0161i un uzved\u0101s ne t\u0101, k\u0101 parasti, es sapratu, ka laikam ir Jaungads.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Mani ies\u0113din\u0101ja ma\u0161\u012bn\u0101 \u201c\u010dornij voron\u201d (\u201cmelnais krauklis\u201d). \u0100r\u0101 bija \u013coti auksti, es s\u0113d\u0113ju iespiesta ma\u0161\u012bnas kast\u0113, k\u0101jas bija iespiestas, es neko neredz\u0113ju. Ma\u0161\u012bn\u0101 iek\u0101pa v\u012brie\u0161i \u2013 es dzird\u0113ju vi\u0146u balsis. T\u0101 k\u0101 bija tumsa, neko neredz\u0113ju. Mani ilgi veda, atveda uz Maskavas staciju \u013be\u0146ingrad\u0101. S\u0101k\u0101s ce\u013c\u0161.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>P\u0101rs\u016bt\u012b\u0161an\u0101 es satiku fantastiskus cilv\u0113kus. Dumkov\u0101 man blakus uz n\u0101r\u0101m gul\u0113ja divas meitenes, kas sarun\u0101j\u0101s v\u0101cu valod\u0101. Man bija ne\u0113rti teikt, ka es visu saprotu, ko vi\u0146as run\u0101. Vi\u0146as zald\u0101ti veda katru nakti, un tas sauc\u0101s \u201ci\u0123i\u0137e s\u0137ira\u0137\u201d (\u201cejiet mazg\u0101t\u201d) \u2013 jeb prostit\u016btas. Vi\u0146as man st\u0101st\u012bja, ka padomju zald\u0101ti un oficieri vi\u0146as situ\u0161i un nemaks\u0101ju\u0161i, un vi\u0146as devu\u0161\u0101s uz ang\u013cu, fran\u010du sektoru, kur maks\u0101ja. Vi\u0146as bija no\u0137ertas pie amerik\u0101\u0146iem. Atvestas atpaka\u013c un par spiego\u0161anu dab\u016bju\u0161as 25 gadus. Es ar vi\u0146\u0101m sarun\u0101jos v\u0101cu valod\u0101, jo vi\u0146as krieviski neprata neviena v\u0101rda. Vi\u0146as no kaut kurienes, dro\u0161i vien no V\u0101cijas, veda uz Sib\u012briju. Es biju \u013coti apmierin\u0101ta, jo zald\u0101ti vi\u0146\u0101m maks\u0101ja ar cukuru, margar\u012bnu. T\u0101 k\u0101 es izskat\u012bjos p\u0113c mazas meiten\u012btes, vi\u0146as ar mani dal\u012bj\u0101s p\u0101rtik\u0101.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>1954. gad\u0101 mums izdeva pases, ar\u012b pap\u012bru, ka esmu atbr\u012bvota no specnometin\u0101juma. Tas var\u0113ja b\u016bt augusts vai septembris. Es ieraudz\u012bju, ka visa Kanska ir tikai izs\u016bt\u012btie. Pie mammas n\u0101ca k\u0101da sieviete no R\u012bgas, divi v\u012brie\u0161i no R\u012bgas \u2013 Kapelovskis un Grims. Mamma dz\u012bvoja kop\u0101 ar k\u0101du sievieti no Daugavpils. Tur dz\u012bvoja vesela kolonija izs\u016bt\u012bto. Pie mammas n\u0101ca daudz cilv\u0113ku, jo mamma bija sabiedriska. Visi \u2013 izs\u016bt\u012btie. Uz katriem devi\u0146iem cilv\u0113kiem viens bija zi\u0146nesis \u2013 \u201cdonos\u010diks\u201d \u2013 t\u0101 bija j\u0101b\u016bt. Vi\u0146i visi baid\u012bj\u0101s sav\u0101 starp\u0101 run\u0101t, jo nezin\u0101ja, kas ir kur\u0161. Izr\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s, ka zi\u0146u pienes\u0113js \u010dekai bija vecais v\u012brs Grims. Mamma reiz atrada vi\u0146a melnrakstu \u2013 kas pie k\u0101 g\u0101jis un par ko ir run\u0101ju\u0161i. Runas bija vis\u0101das, dzied\u0101ja ar\u012b t\u0101du dziesmu \u201cKaut j\u016bs visi nospr\u0101gtu\u201d.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>1954. gad\u0101 viss k\u013cuva pie\u0146emam\u0101ks. S\u0101ka laist \u0101r\u0101 no cietumiem. Krimin\u0101l\u0101 situ\u0101cija bija briesm\u012bga. Visi bija kop\u0101 \u2013 politiskie, bet tos laida va\u013c\u0101 pal\u0113n\u0101m, toties krimin\u0101los \u2013 neskat\u012bj\u0101s, kas ir kas. Laida tik \u0101r\u0101. Bija gr\u016bti dz\u012bvot tur, kur bija \u0161ie krimin\u0101listu p\u016b\u013ci. Kanska, Abakana, Tai\u0161eta \u2013 visur apk\u0101rt bija l\u0101\u0123eri. Visur zaga, nogalin\u0101ja.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Es s\u0101ku m\u0101c\u012bties 4. kurs\u0101, man palika v\u0113l pusotra gada ko m\u0101c\u012bties. Sa\u0146\u0113mu diplomu \u2013 \u201cPrecizionnije deta\u013ci dize\u013cnih ma\u0161in i meha\u0146izmov \u013cesorazrabotok. \u013bebjotki, krani i tja\u017eolije gruzoviki\u201d. Neviens nesaprot, ko tas salikums noz\u012bm\u0113, ar\u012b es.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Tad es braucu uz \u013be\u0146ingradu.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Man nav b\u0113rnu. Man bija bail\u2026..<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Es teik\u0161u, ka tas, kas ar mani noticis, atst\u0101ja pozit\u012bvu iespaidu \u2013 lai cik tas d\u012bvaini izklaus\u012btos. Cilv\u0113kam rodas imunit\u0101te un anal\u012bzes sp\u0113jas. Es zinu, ka es var\u0113ju b\u016bt slinka, var\u0113ju dar\u012bt mu\u013c\u0137\u012bbas. Atceros aresta br\u012bdi \u2013 kad nol\u0113mu, ka vi\u0146u d\u0113\u013c neraud\u0101\u0161u\u2026 Tas bija l\u016bzuma br\u012bdis, kad es sapratu pa\u0161u svar\u012bg\u0101ko: kad notiek kaut kas neparedz\u0113ts, kam tu neesi gatavs, pal\u012bdz\u0113t tu nevari, tad ir j\u0101apkopo visi sp\u0113ki, lai izdz\u012bvotu. Viss, kas no manis tiek pras\u012bts \u2013 to es sapratu \u2013 ir izdz\u012bvot un skat\u012bties uz notieko\u0161o k\u0101 kino. Man bija doma, ka es gribu visu atcer\u0113ties, jo cilv\u0113ki, ar kuriem tas nav noticis, to nezina.<\/em><!--more--><!--more--><!--more--><!--more--><!--more--><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Top gr\u0101mata &#171;Sib\u012brijas skola&#187;. Gr\u0101mat\u0101 b\u016bs apkopoti fragmenti no 1941-1949 gada izs\u016bt\u012bto b\u0113rnu atmi\u0146\u0101m par to, ka nebija iesp\u0113jams ieg\u016bt izgl\u012bt\u012bbu Sib\u012brij\u0101, bija bads un necie\u0161ami dz\u012bves apst\u0101k\u013ci. Gr\u0101matu pl\u0101nots izdot 2019. gada&nbsp; mart\u0101.&nbsp; Pied\u0101v\u0101jam att\u0113lus un fragmentu no topo\u0161\u0101s gr\u0101matas. &nbsp; Silva Haitina (Ruba\u0161ova) Dzimusi 1932.gad\u0101 Esmu dzimusi R\u012bg\u0101. \u0122imen\u0113 bij\u0101m t\u0113vs, mamma, vec\u0101k\u0101 &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/sibirijasberni.lv\/RU\/gramatas\/top-gramata-sibirijas-skola\/\" class=\"more-link\">\u0427\u0438\u0442\u0430\u0442\u044c \u0434\u0430\u043b\u0435\u0435<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> \u00abTop gr\u0101mata &#171;Sib\u012brijas skola&#187;\u00bb<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2000,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[5,6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1991","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-gramatas","category-info"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/sibirijasberni.lv\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/Paurniete-Mara.jpeg?fit=768%2C576&ssl=1","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p2UUg9-w7","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sibirijasberni.lv\/RU\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1991","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sibirijasberni.lv\/RU\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sibirijasberni.lv\/RU\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sibirijasberni.lv\/RU\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sibirijasberni.lv\/RU\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1991"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/sibirijasberni.lv\/RU\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1991\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2004,"href":"https:\/\/sibirijasberni.lv\/RU\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1991\/revisions\/2004"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sibirijasberni.lv\/RU\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2000"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sibirijasberni.lv\/RU\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1991"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sibirijasberni.lv\/RU\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1991"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sibirijasberni.lv\/RU\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1991"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}